Why can’t I rest?

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Before all this (the writing I mean) I had a ‘proper’ career. It was a career that I loved for a while, deeply, passionately, until I didn’t anymore. It was a career that I lost myself in when it became the only thing that mattered to me, and was all I thought about from morning till night, then dreamt about while asl…